Slipping

I don't understand. It's been too long, but I'm still stuck. Someone give me a distraction because I seriously need it.

Chem test tomorrow. I'm screwed. No homework though other than studying and english vocabulary which isn't very hard..
Nothing really going on other than everyone being sad, rejected, depressed, and so on.

Currently listening to: "Tennis Court Soundtrack" by Daphne Loves Derby (This song is perfect.)

Friday and Saturday

Fridayy..
BEACH! Jamming in the beach feels so goood! Relaxing and fun =) Took some awesome picturess (thanks Tiff!) and then took a looong walk and talk with Tabia. That was awesome though I was soo tired after. My feet hurt like hell. Sucked though because I totally failed this chemistry quiz but I got some points just for writing part of it x]

Saturdayy..
Mother day eve! Taekwando in the morning, didn't have to do the exercises really since I was helping out holding the pads for kicking. Yay! hahaha Then off to my mother's day adventure in the afternooon! Yummy ice cream at Ben and Jerry's and plus I haven't spent time with my mommy in so long when it's just us shopping in downtown because of well..issues..but yeah. It was fun =) Did some chemistry homework at grandmama's later. Woo! Kinda accomplishedd! Test on Tuesday...(guaranteed fail). I had some of this blueberry pudding ring cake with this superawesome whipped topping. So fattening but sooo goooood! Tried to do more chem homework but ended up falling asleep haha See? That's how much I love chem.

Currently listening to: "Let It Ride" by Automatic Loveletter

Scary Cheerful

Everyone's pretty creeped out about me being cheerful. Hahaha maybe because I haven't been in ahwile. But I realize, I have to get over things. Be happy. Be the way I was before =D
Good talk and chilling with Tiff today at downtown. Went to Crossroads at Irving after and got a red cardigan. YAY! Hopefully curling hair tomorrow morning =)
STOKED FOR TOMORROW! Beach and jamming! YEAYUHH!

Currently listening to: "In Space" by Ludo

I'm Forever Grateful For..

FRIENDS.
Friends are truly a precious and one of the greatest gifts given. You guys are the awesomest for just always being there for me, especially now as I'm going through one of my shittiest times ever. Always there to reassure me, make jokes/comments (that are so true), give advice, the sweets (thank you!!), food recommendations (Tiff), sending songs, and just being there and backing me up =') I feel so loved. Love you guyss and thank you soo much!!

Currently listening to: "Brand, New, Friends" by The Morning Light (recommended by Michelle)

I HATE CHEMISTRY and...

Bastards.
Keep on lying to my face and I'll bitchslap you. I'm seriously getting to my breaking point in calling you out. I'll enjoy it though which is something not normal for me. I don't hold grudges or stay mad at someone for more than, maximum, a day, but you're a different story. I feel "Smile" by Lily Allen replaying over and over in my head..

Weeell, anywho, I don't understand gas laws. They're confusing..or maybe I'm just not paying much attention haha Gotta start paying more attention I guess...

There's too much pressure going on now. Classes, grades, clubs, extra activities. I have to go to UC or else it'll just make me look bad being the first cousin not going to UC like all the other ones. It's bad enough already that majority of them go to Lowell or UC and they're all smart and more outgoing. I don't really know how I'll live, but hopefully, it'll just make me work harder and not think about other things..

Well to end this on a good note since this blog seems so crappy. Strawberry pocky and Calpico are fucking amazing. The pocky box has hello kitty on it =D

Currently listening to: "Ex Girlfriend Syndrome" by Charlotte Sometimes